Summary: This is a little two-part ficlet written for the wonderful Clawofcat for her birthday, by request. Just a little bit of Spuffy H/C and psychological/emotional bonding following Robin Wood's attempt to kill Spike. These two keep accidentally hurting each other; can they ever find a way to get past...well, the past...and find their way back to friendship, and maybe even beyond?
Categories: Season 6 - Spuffy
Genres: Angst - Mild, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Chapters: 2
Completed: No
Word count: 6304

Summary:

Pairing: Spara

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: sexuality, violence, non-con, torture, angst, dark themes

Summary: AU beginning during the months between Seasons 5 and 6. Tara is just your typical college student at UC Sunnydale. Or at least, she’s trying hard to be…until a series of strange dreams of a mysterious, suffering stranger begin to haunt her nights. When this stranger unexpectedly crosses her path, he will draw her down a road she never expected, toward a love and a future she never thought she’d find.

 

Notes: This story will span the course of a very AU Season 6, as Tara gradually uncovers the secrets of Spike’s tormented past amidst events very different from canon Season 6. At the beginning of this story, Tara has not met Willow or the rest of the Scoobies, and though it has been several months since Buffy’s death, the Scoobies have not yet planned to raise the Slayer from the dead. Also, for the purposes of this story and the ‘ship it involves, Tara is heterosexual. J

Categories: Season 6 - Spara
Genres: Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Actual Rape, Attempted Rape, Graphic Torture, Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Chapters: 25
Completed: No
Word count: 67284

Summary: All awards won for the story Because He Needs Me are here.

Categories: Awards
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 6
Completed: No
Word count: 29

Summary: All wards won by the story Blood Bound are posted here.

Categories: Awards
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2
Completed: No
Word count: 2

Summary: All awards won by the story Her Pet are posted here.

Categories: Awards
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2
Completed: No
Word count: 2

Summary: All awards for the story Saving Grace are posted here.
Categories: Awards
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2
Completed: No
Word count: 2

Summary: All awards for the story Trusting You are posted here.

Categories: Awards
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1
Completed: No
Word count: 1

Summary:

awards for the short fic, Statistics

Categories: Awards
Genres: Action
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1
Completed: No
Word count: 1

Summary: awards won
Categories: Awards
Genres: Action
Warnings: No Pairings
Chapters: 2
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2

Summary: Season Six, Post Entropy...After Spike's encounter with Anya in the Magic Box, Buffy's not sure if she can forgive him for the hurt that she feels -- until he shows up at her door, needing her more than he ever has before...where do a Slayer with iron walls around her thrice-broken heart, and a wounded, desperate vampire go from here? Who's really to blame -- for what's happened to Spike, and for what's happened between them? And somewhere, in the midst of it all -- can the two of them find forgiveness, and the love that they both need so desperately?
Categories: Season 6 - Spuffy
Genres: Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Sexual Situations
Chapters: 67
Completed: Yes
Word count: 190739

Summary:

***Completed June 6, 2006*** RESPONSE TO CHALLENGE #157 AU: Breaks from canon after Season Four...Five years after the Initiative disaster, the world is a very different place, where society in general knows about demons and vampires, and have found ways to dominate them. Buffy is trapped in an unhappy marriage to a man who doesn't seem to want her, trapped in a world that doesn't seem to need her anymore...can an old ally and enemy, sold into her home as a slave, teach her the meaning of freedom? Buffy/Other, temporary

Categories: Season 4 - Spuffy
Genres: Action, Angst - Major, Challenge Response, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other - Temporary, Graphic Torture, Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations
Chapters: 17
Completed: Yes
Word count: 251440

Summary: *COMPLETED Oct. 15th, 2005* Spike's stuck in an unhealthy relationship with Buffy...just how far can Tara go to help her friends? WARNING: This one's pretty dark. Season Six left me with many unkind feelings toward Buffy which find expression in this story :) Buffy is pretty much the villain of this Spike/Tara piece
Categories: Season 6 - Spara
Genres: Action, Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Actual Rape, Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Chapters: 10
Completed: Yes
Word count: 66807

Summary:

Author's Summary:  Pre Season 7. Dawn's missing and Buffy's all alone. Luckily Spike's on hand to help, but is he the same vampire Buffy remembers?

Why I recommend it:  this is a wonderful angsty fic involving Spike recovering from the aftermath of slavery, as well as the First Evil and possible dimension hopping and all kinds of wonderful angsty goodness...it's my kind of fic, which means that if you're here...it's probably your kind of fic too....check it out!!!!!

Categories: Story Recommendations
Genres: Action, Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Actual Rape, Attempted Rape, Graphic Torture, Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other - Temporary
Chapters: 1
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3

Summary: Takes place in an AU where things went a little differently at the end of "What's My Line", and the Initiative came to town a bit earlier than in canon.
Spike is not paralyzed in the church that night, but his unlife is still irrevocably changed. In a misguided attempt to restore her childe, Drusilla performs a spell that goes terribly wrong, and will change the course of not only Spike's life, but the Slayer's as well, forever.
Categories: Season 2 - Spuffy
Genres: Action, Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other - Temporary, Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other - Temporary
Chapters: 59
Completed: Yes
Word count: 145880

Summary: Illyria enjoys her sparring sessions with Spike -- but she is unsatisfied. Wesley is distant with her, and she is having a hard time understanding the new human-dominated world she's found herself in. Accidentally, she happens on something that creates an interest in her -- an interest in understanding other human (or vampire) sensations, besides pain. She wants to learn more about human touch, about human pleasure -- and she wants to learn from Spike.
Categories: Angel Series - Season 5
Genres: Angst - Mild, Drama
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Chapters: 3
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8351

Summary:

***Completed March 16, 2006*** AU Post Season 2 "Anne" never happened and Buffy stayed in LA...until she hears that things aren't going well at home...there's a new Big Bad running Sunnydale...with a certain blonde vampire at her side..Buffy goes home to fight this new enemy...but which side is Spike really on?

Categories: Season 2 - Spuffy
Genres: Action, Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Actual Rape, Attempted Rape, Graphic Torture, Graphic Violence, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other - Temporary
Chapters: 10
Completed: Yes
Word count: 144242

Summary: All of DreamsofSpike's nominations for Round 6 of the Forbidden Awards
Categories: Nominations
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2
Completed: Yes
Word count: 48

Summary: All of DreamsofSpike's noms for Round 3 of the Serenity on the Hellmouth Awards.

Categories: Nominations
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1
Completed: Yes
Word count: 14

Summary: awards
Categories: Nominations
Genres: Action
Warnings: No Pairings
Chapters: 7
Completed: Yes
Word count: 140

Summary: Boys and Girls has been nominated in the Bleeding for You category, for fics involving Spike treated badly in a relationship.
Categories: Nominations
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2

Summary:

***Completed Jan 04 2006***    Goes AU immediately after Spike leaves the bathroom in Seeing Red. After nearly committing an unspeakable crime against the woman he loves, Spike faces the ordeal of his unlife when Robot-Boy Warren discovers what his chip does and how to control it. Will Buffy be able to help him? Will she even *want* to? A/N: This story was inspired by two great fics which used the same idea, “Chain” by irfikos, and “Leashing the Beast” by Nos. This idea has been done many times, I know, but I’ve had my own ideas about it for some time and thought I’d give it a try. WARNING: Very very dark pretty much throughout the story. Involves torture, non-con m/m slash (not graphic, mostly implied), very disturbing. Will be Spike/Buffy pairing eventually, but will take a little while to get there.

Categories: Season 6 - Spuffy
Genres: Action, Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Actual Rape, Graphic Torture, Graphic Violence, Sexual Situations
Chapters: 12
Completed: No
Word count: 172368

Summary: Second naughty adventure in the "Slayer's Pet" series...this will make more sense to you if you read the first fic in the series "Slayer's Pet" but it's not really necessary...basically Buffy discovered that former slayers have kept vampire pets, and decided that she wanted one of her own -- namely Spike. This is the second entry, centering around a certain leather slave's outfit... :P hope you enjoy :)
Categories: Season 5 - Spuffy
Genres: Angst - Major, Angst - Mild, Challenge Response, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Chapters: 1
Completed: Yes
Word count: 4162

Summary:

Buffy's been warned all her life about the dangers of abusive relationships...but that doesn't stop her from becoming involved in one

 VERY DARK FIC!!!!

Categories: Season 6 - Spuffy
Genres: Angst - Major, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations
Chapters: 1
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2368

Summary:

This is an incredibly written little three-parter that was written by request for me for an lj community...Spike's biting people for money, for Buffy, and ends up getting into more trouble than either one of them bargained for....hope you all enjoy, and be sure to leave a comment for the amazing writer :)

Categories: Story Recommendations
Genres: Action, Angst - Major, Challenge Response, Drama
Warnings: Actual Rape, Attempted Rape, Graphic Torture, Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other - Temporary
Chapters: 1
Completed: Yes
Word count: 6

Summary:

***Completed Nov 06 2005***   Story summary: AU, Post-Season Four, as it would be *remembered* by Buffy post-season five... meaning it includes Dawn :). Following the Maggie Walsh/Adam situation, the Initiative was not shut down, but simply placed under new leadership. That was all Riley would tell Buffy before he left her to re-join the Initiative. Around the same time, Spike disappeared, all evidence pointing to his being re-captured by the Initiative. One year later, the Initiative has successfully eliminated almost all of Sunnydale’s vampires and demons, leaving Buffy free to finally enjoy the sort of “normal” life she’s always wanted. Sounds great, right? Could it be too good to be true?

Categories: Season 4 - Spuffy
Genres: Action, Angst - Mild, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Sexual Situations
Chapters: 7
Completed: Yes
Word count: 69445

Summary: My first House fanfic....dark fare as usual...House must endure an unimaginable ordeal...how will his friends handle it? How will he get through it? A story of tragedy and ultimate healing.
Categories: House (TV Series)
Genres: Angst - Major, Drama
Warnings: Actual Rape, Graphic Violence, Rape Implied, Sexual Situations
Chapters: 18
Completed: No
Word count: 47157